Struggles of being a fangirl.

Okay, half the people who moan at us fangirls don't even understand how hard our life's are!

So here is a few struggles of being a fangirl that a lot of people don't consider or understand:

1) No sleep/ Time Zones.

This one I can really relate to because let's be honest,most of the people we are in love with live somewhere far away from us. Like 5 seconds of summer live in Australia, and I live in England. Look at thy time zone man?! When I'm going to bed is when they will just be getting up and you don't even know how much that frustrates me!

Like I will be lying on bed at around 3 in the morning just because I don't want to miss a follow spree or shirtless pictures or something.

The more annoying thing is I will sit there most likely spamming them, and they don't even know how much pain I'm going through (no sleep) just to not miss these things and see what they got up too.

2)The feels.

Right, I know I'm not the only one who gets feels. Everybody does.

Say for instance your favourite person in the whole entire world, post a picture if them and they look sexy as hell you will find your arms just start randomly flapping about and you will find yourself making all these weird noises you never knew you could make.

I spend my Sundays watching YouTube-wait let me rephrase that, I spend everyday watching YouTube videos and it reckon I cry at least once a day, which is healthy right?...

Yeah, it healthy.

Other people cry at least three times a day, and I'm surprised they haven't ran out of tears by then.

3)Having no money.

It's typical you have no money when your favourite brings out merch, or concert tickets or something, you have to just sit there and cry because you can't buy it and you don't want to let your favourite down.

I mean if they brought out them tickets or that merch like six months before hand it would all be good because I had money, but then I saw this really cute outfit and decided to spend all the money on it.

I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who does this.

I'm not even sure how all them fans have enough money to buy all them cute outfits and merch and concert tickets. That is like probably my life savings spent in a couple of months.

Yeah these are my top three struggles of being a fangirl.

How about you?

What are your struggles of being a fangirl?

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Sorry if it's a bit short if I wrote all the struggles it would be a essay.

-MysteriousStarbuckss x

Embarrassing moments.

Embarrassing moments.

I usually find that thinking about your most embarrassing moments can easily make you laugh when you down. 

So I'm going to share some I've expire owned and witnessed!

Okay here it goes...

1) Right some my number one top embarrassing moment was when I was about six and we had this valentine dance, which was really stupid considering at that age girls hated boys, and boys thought girls were idiots, even though they always tried to impress us by thinking that the faster you are and the stronger you are the better.

Anyway, it was the valentines dance and my friend who I shall call "Jimmy" (because remember guys I'm trying to keep this anonymous) asked me if I would like to go. Of course I said yes, he was like the fastest boy in my year! So "Jimmy" brought me flowers and I brought him a card and a little box of chocolates, and I ran over to him.

Biggest mistake ever...

As I ran to him, I hadn't tied up my shoelaces so I tripped. Your thinking "Not that embarrassing" but if you fall into a BIN it's pretty embarrassing.

I literally went head first into a rubbish bin! Do not ask me how I didn't see it, because I'm not sure myself. I still can't believe to this day I fell into a rubbish bin, legs dangling in the air...

Yeah, guess what? That's not all. Because I was a real girly girl back then, and it was dance I wore a dress...

Imagine this. You see the girl you are meant to be dancing with, run towards you with these gifts, then out of no where she falls head first into a rubbish bin, legs in the air. Then her dress fall down showing her underwear...

Okay, I'm not even going to say anymore because I feel so ashamed writing this.

2)This one happened recently and I cannot even describe the shame I felt when my HEAD-TEACHER walked in when it happened...

So I was having a normal lunch with "luc", "Apple" and "Ginge" and we decided to play a prank on the year sevens being the heartless people we are.

We all walked into the toilets and I sat down on the toilet,(with my trousers still up god!) and waited for some of the year sevens to walk in a say why was I on the toilet with the door open.

Finally two year sevens walked in and stared at me in horror because they actually thought I was having a loo, and "luc", "Apple" and "Ginge" all started laughing. The girl went to the toilet and her friend waited outside her stall door, still staring at me.

Now since I was laughing so hard, I fell off the toilet, making them all laugh more. Then "Ginge" asked, "can I take your shoe off and throw it in the toilet?!" 

Look okay, I walk to school wearing no shoes and have cherry coke fights in the school cafeteria so dunking my school shoe in the toilet didn't seem like a big deal.

At all.

So I said yeah, half joking half not, an "Ginge" actually took my shoe off my foot and THREW it in the school toilet.

Now at the time it was hilarious, because I was shocked but laughing at the same.

Yeah, by now the two year sevens left and we trying to get my shoe out without our hands touching any toilet water, because that would've been disgusting.

When "luc" managed to get it out the toilet, her arm still hovering above the toilet, our head-teacher walked in the toilets and the look on her face was priceless...

Let's just say, "luc" dropped the shoe and the splash back...kind of went all over my teachers uniform...

The best thing about it all was my teacher thought they were giving me a swirly. Now no matter how laid back I am, I will not allow you to give me a swirly.

Ever.

I never got my shoe back. I've got no idea were it went but I know it's not in that toilet anymore...

What about you?

What are your most embarrassing moments?

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-MysteriousStarbucks xxx

What it's all about.

What it's all about.

I often find myself writing, whether it'll be in a book, on the "notes" on my phone, or even sometimes on my arm or hand whilst I'm waiting for a bus, or waiting for someone who is taking a long while. I will almost always keep what I write hidden though.
I don't really like when someone reads what I write, because I feel as if they are judging in some way, or are comparing me to someone who they know I could never be. Half the time I don't see the point. Why would you want to compare someone to someone else?
They are different and if they're happy let them be. If not, then you clearly enjoy watching other people feel alone, upset, depressed and I personally don't think you should be here. They say we are all here for a reason, right? That reason may not always be a nice reason, and we all have to respect that, but why would you want to make someone's life a living hell, if you know what it feels like?
Anyway, I'm not really sure how to blog just yet, and I probably will never learn how too, but I just thought if people read what I write it could possibly help them, and if it doesn't I'm extremely sorry.
I'd prefer to do this anonymously, because I don't want people I may know in real life to look at me differently, or think of me as a different person.
I just really want everyone in this world who deserves to be happy, to be happy!